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moving on
She is weak and unable to move on. Hanging on to a memory that has since moved on. Remembering every moment that was. Asking questions...
ajumbleofhappy
Apr 20, 20241 min read
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anxiety
1000 knives poking all at once stabbing into my flesh leaving tiny scars making me bleed 1000 hot branding irons sizzling my skin closing...
ajumbleofhappy
Apr 13, 20241 min read
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night
The clouds in the sky might be very very high But they move with such grace and put a smile on my face. The rain falls down and the sky...
ajumbleofhappy
Apr 6, 20241 min read
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no regrets
I remember showing up at your house when I saw she messaged you I should have known then just where I ranked. You told me you loved me...
ajumbleofhappy
Mar 30, 20241 min read
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sounds
The wind in the trees and the gurgle of the water. Nothing will ever compare to the sounds of nature. A chance to clear your mind, The...
ajumbleofhappy
Mar 23, 20241 min read
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recliner
Each day goes by, just like the last but I'm in the same place, even though the days are not fast. Not forward or back have l gone, no...
ajumbleofhappy
Mar 16, 20241 min read
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wave
Here I sit in my chair Thinking of you again Wondering where you are Going down memory lane Have you met someone new Or are you still...
ajumbleofhappy
Mar 9, 20241 min read
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away
I still remember the day You let me walk away From you and from us No longer would we have Long nights sitting on the phone A reason to...
ajumbleofhappy
Mar 2, 20241 min read
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immobile
The anger arises and pulls deep inside pulling me down to the floor clamping my hands together preventing me from moving Inside I can...
ajumbleofhappy
Feb 24, 20241 min read
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ditch
What started as a large tunnel has turned into a ditch The darkness gets darker and the light fades quick The sounds get quieter and the...
ajumbleofhappy
Feb 17, 20241 min read
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the one to do it
Out and about with no place in mind Enjoying the summer sun in her eyes She sneaks by the river and crouches in the weeds Watching the...
ajumbleofhappy
Feb 10, 20241 min read
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wash myself of you
You asked me to lunch I happily agreed Who would have known Just where it would lead I liked your laugh You liked my smile You broke my...
ajumbleofhappy
Feb 3, 20241 min read
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the reason
I sit here in my hoodie Alone in the cold Wanting to reach out But too scared to leave Nothing has been the same Not since you left You...
ajumbleofhappy
Jan 27, 20241 min read
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ghosted
You said it was over Everything with her I took you back How long did you lie? All those trips Driving back and forth Weekends with you...
ajumbleofhappy
Jan 20, 20241 min read
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the hardest goodbye was his
You told me it would be for a short time Then you went and left I had no reason to doubt the words you said I believed in you Days turned...
ajumbleofhappy
Jan 13, 20241 min read
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what I know now
I was a freshman he was a senior He had pretty eyes He talked to me like I was important I looked at him with a smile Oh looking back all...
ajumbleofhappy
Jan 6, 20241 min read
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it takes over me
It happens so quickly going from ok to overwhelmed I feel just fine sitting in my chair Then become shrouded in shade A heavy weight sits...
ajumbleofhappy
Dec 30, 20231 min read
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the one who was fine
I still remember our first kiss How our friends surrounded us I barely knew who you were But the electricity flowed between I spent all...
ajumbleofhappy
Dec 23, 20231 min read
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