I sit here in my hoodie
Alone in the cold
Wanting to reach out
But too scared to leave
Nothing has been the same
Not since you left
You broke me in half
The day that you left
You are the reason I wear my armor
You are the reason I can’t trust
You are the reason I fear the future
You are the reason I am me
I bottle up the thoughts
Keep in the fears
Don’t open up to anyone
Turn to the screen
Looking back on the years
I see the friends come and go
But no one stays
because I let them go
You are the reason I wear my armor
You are the reason I can’t trust
You are the reason I fear the future
You are the reason I am me
I want to tell you
Scream and shout it
Let you know
how your actions affect me
but it’s easier to be here
saying nothing to you
learning to live like this
not facing the truth
You are the reason I wear my armor
You are the reason I can’t trust
You are the reason I fear the future
You are the reason I am me
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